Sometimes I feel like I am in this epic battle. Feelings of Love VS. Feelings of Fear. Harry Potter style Chess Game.
Coming into my feelings recently, I am overwhelmed by the power of them. I was on the kitchen floor in a puddle of tears this one afternoon this weekend. Then an hour later I am in deep belly laughter. Going to bed that night it was a serenity like no other I have experienced before. From feeling nothing but anger and judgement and tiredness to this flood of emotional light..... Wowza! What does coming into my feelings mean, exactly? I am thawing from my emotionally frozen state. What a mess of a puddle that is making on my kitchen floor! I read a post today that was fabulous with explaining to me what it meant to come out of the freeze. http://self-love-u.blogspot.ca/2013/09/healing-frozen-feelings.html My search for this post was sparked by another post about Anger and the relevance of this emotion. So Deep in thought again.... as always. I am wondering if my anger state was not entirely about being frozen and choosing not to experience a broad range of feelings, as it was a trap in the Epic battle between the Dark fear based feelings and light love stemming feelings. |
Brandy Brost
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